Well, Hello Lovers!

Ah, to be in love again. My late husband has been gone for 10 years now, and, unfortunately for me, I haven't dated since. Well, I did try to date this kid that I wasn't particularly attracted to... I thought perhaps I was being too picky in finding someone to fall in love with, so, I decided to look at it from a different angle. I thought I could maybe learn to love someone that did nothing for me in the physical department. That was a huge mistake. Anyway, I'm still searching, and have come to the conclusion that I may never find that love again, and am becoming okay with that. Don't get me wrong, I have had meaningless physical encounters, I mean, we all have needs right? But, to find what I once had? It may never happen. And to have had the chance to be in love, I would not give that up for the world.